Test the waters first before jumping off the cliff

Test the waters first before jumping off the cliff --- is one of the things I learned from this new experience of mine. I don't want to go into details because I don't want to feel so miserable about it but I do believe that everything happens for a reason. and for whatever reason it is, I'm grateful to God. Sometimes, God gives us what we want so we would know if it's really for us. I'm still frustrated but then again I'm trying to catch a good glimpse of this whole thing!